Saturday, May 24, 2008

I dream about flying

I dream about flying alot..

It was a cool foggy night .. the kind of temperature that every one looks for after a long hot summer day, the kind where you would cuddle closely with a loved one and just sit and enjoy. I flew from a dead end street with traditional New England multifamily houses surrounding me. The street was wet from the fog and the mist can be seen passing by the street lights. I was free.. I flew among the trees staying low. I was afraid that if I went to high I might fall. I dodged low lying cable wires and struggled to maneuver around them contorting my body so I wouldn't touch them. I angled to the ground and hit the pavement.. my boots slid across the wet asphalt.

I invited my friend Nate to watch .. mostly because he didn't believe me that I had this ability. So I caught up with him toward the end of thi same street

"Heeeey man wats up!!"
Nate, "Hey man.. lets see this bullshit."
He brought his girlfriend Francine with him and she had a scowled look about her, she of course didn't believe me either.I said," Dude its a manipulation of gravity.. I cant go directly upward but," with a confused feeling I said "I can slingshot one way then gain momentum to climb higher almost like I am warping the gravity."

Nate "Show me"

I moved one way almost as if I jumped but didn't bend my legs to do it then slid the opposite way rising into the air .. just below the tree lines. I skipped along like I was a skipping rock on a lake and landed back to where he was.

"Ohh Myy Good.. we have to study this!! figure out how your doing this!!" Nate said
Fran was in amazement and was utterly speechless. When I landed Fran was in a driveway.. she wasn't a fat girl but was definably not a skinny girl. I dropped next to her and said "c,mon lets go for a ride" She hesitated at first and then smiled. I took her in my arms and again.. went to sling shot forward then back.. But I messed up and tryed to go straight upward. I rose 2 feet and just dropped. I looked at her with a smile "its not you I swear.. I just messed up." I didn't want her to think it was her weight at all. She went to let go and I wouldn't let her.. I wanted to prove to her it had nothing to do with her weight. She wasn't that heavy anyway.

I grabbed her tight sling shotted forward and then went back and we were airborne. She whistled with fright and joy. I stayed close to the ground withing sight of Nate. I circled around and then landed next to him and returned his darling to him.

"that was absolutely amazing" Nate said
"I know right!!" I responded.
" I have been able to do it all my life" I went on to say

Nate grabbed my shirt collar with both hands.Looked at me with a serious face and said "tell no one of this until we figure out how your doing this" with a quiet low voice.
"come to the lab tomorrow"

"OK" I said.. "but for tonight.. I am going to fly around and enjoy it"

I rise 1 foot from the ground move forward then back and I rose slowly I shot a quick wink goodbye.

"Tomorrow!!" Nate yelled while cupping his hands over his mouth so I could hear him.

The night was beautiful..warm but not humid a perfect New England night, light fog rolling over the city as I rose higher into it. I rose higher and higher... breaking through the low lying cloud of mist and gases. Above the fog was stars .. the moon..spectacular display of celestial objects. I fell back into the pea soup fog and followed the street I started from and came across a large wide warehouse. The roof had too many lights for its own good.. They were not fluorescent lights but the soft orange and yellow lights that you would see in the northeast. I swerved right and toward the main road. As I followed the road I heard the faint sound of a car. It was a convertible.. Mercedes CLK convertible. Filled with 2 men in their 20's with a beautiful girl about 19 years old. I was flying in the opposite direction and the girl noticed me and yelled

"Whats that!!"
The car screeched to a slow and made a quick turn onto a highway entrance and sped off as the driver looked at me then the road.. this was one of those entrances where it was a long road until you actually got to the highway.

I though to myself.. "hehe lemme go and fly above them down the corridor until they reached the highway." Just to mess with them a bit. The girl was in the back seat and stood up to look at me.. not a shred of fear but of curiosity as to what I was. I flew closer to her, enough to see her eyes and her hair was brunette with natural looking blond streaks in it. She was wearing a skirt made of school uniform fabric and a White blouse top That was unbuttoned by one button. I couldn't hear what the driver or his friend was saying as I was fixated on this girl. Her hair blowing in the breeze from the car. She reached out for me..like a baby would their mother. Opening and closing her hands. I swooped down forgetting completely what Nate had just said to me I clutch her hands, they were like as if her skin was made of petals of a rose.. soft.

She didn't even fear one bit of me. I first grabbed her arms and she hung from me kicking her feet as if trying to climb onto something to get a better grip. I angled my self down and told her to put her arm around my neck. Then I put my arms under her legs with a quick drop in altitude to sorta kick her into my arms. Her hair was just as beautiful as I expected.. it smelled of flowers from her shampoo.. her skin was soft and her body warm.

"whoooooo!!!" She yelled.

I smiled knowing that this is like a dream for her as well as for me. We flew back up the highway corridor and made our way back to the warehouse I saw earlier. The roof was lit up with almost a candle light of a million candles.I slowly descended to the roof.. carefully put her legs down then she let go of my neck. She turned quickly and her hair caressed my face and the smell of flowers caressed my senses. She turned and walked to the edge of the building. I stood quietly and looked over her. She was an amazing looking girl. Perfect in every way. Her body was that of a 19 year old girl as she was. I walked up behind her.. put her hair in my hand and sniffed it as if I was an animal. She angled her head and smiled.. turned to me with her arms on the rails of the building. Her eyes where hazel.. her nose small and flat. Her lips and mouth so small. Her skin was perfect in every way. soft uniform with no imperfections. I grabbed her hand.. and lead her into the middle of the roof of the warehouse.. the fog still surrounds us and the mist of it rolls around our feet. I look into her eyes.. and still with no words spoken.. I kiss her. It was sweet..like the first kiss.Soft on the lips.I kissed her again and then held her head as I kissed her neck. Her arms wrapped around me and in my mind.. it was as natural as ever.

I kissed her neck again.. and again. I held her head in my hands. I gripped her head with firmer grip then moved my hands to the back of her neck to support her head as if it was the only part of her body. I moved to her soft cheek..

I paused.. looked at her, her eyes were closed in anticipation of another kiss on her cheek. I studied her skin..moved my thumb across it to see if it was actually real. I moved closer.. then closer her breathing became heavy and her body just limped in my arms. I moved closer to her face opened my mouth and bit the flesh from her as if I was biting an apple...blood running down my chin I bit again.. crunching her teeth in my mouth.. I saw her skull exposed and her teeth still embedded in it. swallowing her blood and feeling a satisfaction of it filling my stomach. I bit mouthfuls of this girl's face and ate it as if it were fruit from god. I moved my hands to either side of her head and pressed in..with a pause as I strained her head popped and her blood and brains spilled onto the rooftop... I sopped her blood with her flesh as if It was Sunday sauce. Cleaning and eating every part of her...ripping her rib cage open and slurping the soft innards, I was bent over and ate her like I was a jungle beast and she was my prey!!

Bam!!! I woke up.. my breathing heavy.. I stood up in my bed.My head stuck to my pillow as if it was Velcro from the sweat.My heart was racing and my mouth dry. I stood up and walked into my kitchen. There was bottle of Foxon Park soda on the table from the Calzone order I had for dinner.I swigged the last drop of it. Grabbed my pack of cigarettes and pulled one out, my hands shaking in disbelief. I paced my living room 3 times before lighting the cigarette. Making sounds like.."Whaoo" with the mix of my heavy breathing. I opened the sliding glass door to my deck and went out to smoke. I hear people in the other condos and realized it was 145 am. I looked at the grass and held my head. I puffed twice.. looked up and realized that fog had rolled in , it swept passed the courtyard lights and I can see the mist from it... the night and temperature was the same as my dream.

Ya.. pretty sick stuff I know. I just had this dream, I can actually feel pain in my teeth.. I must have gri9nded my teeth while I was sleeping. I am not going to be able to sleep now.. So Im going to play some GTA 4 and prolly smoke another cigg.

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